THIS IS MISS HILL wrote:The truth of the matter is, it is just not easy sometimes. As women of God we know how we are suppose to handle ourselves, and being single, but there are times when it's more to it than your needs being met, it is natural for a woman of any age to want someone to care for and be close to. There are times when you're frustrated in waiting and you begin to think that maybe it's just not going to happen for you, you see friends and family with their husbands or boyfriends and sometimes it's actually embarrassing not to have someone in your life. As the holidays approach, things get a little bit tougher because you see couples shopping and all the little happy scenes of cuddling by the firplace, it all gets to be a bit much, but I try to hang on to Gods word saying "It's all working togather for the good" I look at Gods track record and know that he has not failed, or lied, or let me down not once, his timeing has always been perfect, so even though sometimes it's hard, it's lonely, and it's frustrating I would rather wait on God than try it on my own. I've tried it my way and WOW...just thinking about that helps me wait a little longer... So for me single, saved, and satisified, is actually single, saved, and praying, that Gods will be done. Hang in there sistas.
Can I get an Amen, Miss Hill! Single, saved and praying! I like that! You really touched on a few things that I have felt when single. I felt like I was the forgotten woman. I prayed, and cried, prayed, and cried, and prayed and cried some more. I didn't know how to be single and satisfied. I didn't think it was possible. Actually, I thought this was an oxymoron! LOL! This I found out had a lot to do with what I thought I needed to be happy. I was looking for love in ALL the wrong places. I thought that I needed a man to complete me and to make me feel like I was a woman worthy of love. It was not until I decided to try God, for real. I tried the rest, now I was ready to try the best! I decided that I was going to do things His way. I had heard all the saved Sistas talk about how wrong it was to have sex outside of marriage, and how God wanted me to dedicate my life to him. I knew this but I was soooo tempted whenever the opportunity presented itself. I was young, and I was hot! LOL! I didn't know how to live a life without a man in my life. If I had a man, there was definitely going to be some sex involved. I was caught up in what I thought was a no win situation. But, after running into all those brick walls . . . After finally getting my life turned so topsy turvey because of the ridiculous situations I allowed myself to get into, I couldn't do anything else but submit totally to the will and way of God. I said, Lord, I surrender. I give! I realized that He was there all the time. He had been there all the time, through all my upheavals, and downfalls. He loved me even when I could not love myself, unconditionally. I had never found a man that gave me that kind of love. Bit, by bit, after time, prayer, and devotion to the Word, I came to appreciate the alone time spent fellowshipping with God. I stopped looking for "Mr. Right." I made a conscientious decision that I was going to wait until my change came. The sexual desires didn't magically disappear, but it was easier to bare because I knew that the prize was worth waiting for. (Let me pause here and admit that the once I committed, the offers for sex came pouring in though, but that's another story . . .) LOL! What's more, I came to realize after much meditation that God was preparing me. If I could be dedicated to Him, I could be dedicated to my husband. I hadn't proven my self to be trustworthy in a sense, because I had not been completely faithful in past relationships. If God is not in it, you won't win it! That is fact. We can pick our own mate, or we can wait and let God do it. When I stopped looking, one day, I looked up, and he was standing right in front of me. I literally heard a small voice say, "now, this, is your husband!" I could have cried, because I couldn't believe it. Then, I was skeptical because the man that God showed me didn't exactly look like the kind of man that I would have chosen, for myself. But, its been six years now, and God was right on! We cannot think that it is all going to be that magical experience that we read about in fairy tales. Being single and saved means that you are in preparation. A married woman is devoted to caring for the things and needs of her husband. A single woman who is saved must be concerned about caring for the things of God! This is an awesome responsibility, and an awesome committment. If you are really serious about being single, saved and satisfied, you must be serious about committing yourself to upholding the principles and precepts of God. I think I have said enough.
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